Me and the Girls!

Well a update on me and the girls! Well we have visited a church and we liked it and we have started going every Sunday.

Me: I'm still just working, home, working and plus taking care of the girls.....No time for myself!

Autumn has started back to school she is in 2nd grade and she is loving it so far and she is riding the bus this year too. Well she is done with her OT Service so that means she has no more IEPS and I'm so proud of her and glad she is doing so good in school.

Liberty she is still going to daycare she has turned 2 and she is working on getting potty trained and she has been without her pacifer for a whole week so thank we our done with the paci's YAY! Know we just get her to potty in the toilet and get rid of the pull ups and we will be all good!

Visitations with their dad has started he hasn't gotten the concept of the visitations he just got them both on Saturday and Autumn spent the night but he get her on Friday night until Sunday but he didn't understand that evidently.....so their 2nd weekend is coming up so will wait and see what happens if he comes up with some excuse or gets her on Friday night.....He will have to pick them up and bring them home this time because i'm not meeting him unless he brings Autumn to church or after church when i'm in Tulsa. He will also have to go buy his own pull ups because i'm not sending any and yes my lawyer knows that too. Money is tight here and I really want to get my own apartment and I can't when I have to supply to daycare and pay all this other and he isn't even paying child support and the court systems our taking their sweet and own time on forcing it and getting it going and done.

Thats our update of the 3 Turay girls that our living life to the fullest and plus living life through Jesus our Savior!

GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

The Series that started last Sunday.....Two-Gather!

Week one of Two-Gather: Heart and Soul!

For where two or three gather together as my followers, I am there among them. Matthew 18:20

• You'll never do all God wants you to do without the right people around you.

One day Jonathan son of Saul said to the young man bearing his armor, "Come, let's go over to the Philistine outpost on the other side." But he did not tell his father. 1 Samuel 14:1

The Right People to Help Us!

• Navigate obstacles and temptations.

On each side of the pass that Jonathan intended to cross to reach the Philistine outpost was a cliff; one was called Bozez, and the other Seneh. 1 Samuel 14:4

• Overcome weavering faith.

Jonathan said to his young armor-bearer, "Come, let's go over to the outpost of those uncircumcised fellows. Perhaps the Lord will act in our behalf. Nothing can hinder the Lord from saving..." 1 Samuel 14:6

The Right People!

• Are with you heart and soul.

"Do all that you have in mind," his armor-bearer said. "Go ahead; I am with you heart and soul." 1 Samuel 14:7

Week two of Two-Gather: Where Everybody knows your Name!

For where two or three gather together as my followers, I am there among them. Matthew 18:20

There was a man all alone; he had neither son nor brother. There was no end to his toil, yet his eyes were not content with his wealth... Ecclesiastes 4:8

Things that would stop us on building those RELATIONSHIPS:

• Naivety
• Temperament
• Fear
• Past Experiences
• Busyness

Since we are all one body in Christ, we belong to each other, and each of us needs all the others. Romans 12:5

1. Arena - I know and you know.

• I people who really know me.

For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the man's spirit within him?...1 Corinthians 2:11

     2. Mask - I know but you don't know.

• I need people who will protect me.

We refuse to wear masks and play games... Rather, we keep everything we do and say out in the open... 2 Corinthians 4:2

     3. Blind spots - I don't know but you know.

• I need people who will be honest with me.

Faithful are the wounds of a friend, but the kisses of an enemy are deceitful. Proverbs 27:6

      4. Potential - I don't know and you don't know.

• I need people who will grow me.

...As each part does its work, it helps the other parts grow, so Christ's whole body is healthy and growing and full of love. Ephesians 4:16

A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother. Proverbs 18:24

I'm so listening to the series they teacher or saying to me and I really need to find my HEART & SOUL AND MY PLACE WHERE EVERYONE KNOWS MY NAME: and especially knows me or even wants to know me for who I am and who I will become following the word and our Christ!

Can't wait to start the next series and hear the next series! 

 







Amazing Boldness

My first full series through Lifechurch services and it was a really good one. We had 4 weekends of this series and it was called: Being Bold!

Week one was about Amazing Boldness!

• Boldness is behavior born out of belief!

Boldness: parrhesia(par-rhay-see'-ah); outspokenness, assurance, courage, confidence; to act without fear.

Bold Facts:

1. God gives ordinary people extraordinary boldness.    .....[The leaders] could see that [Peter and John] were ordinary men with no special training in the scriptures.....Acts 4:13
2. Your boldness will amaze the world.    .....The members of the council were amazed when they saw the boldness of Peter and John...Acts 4:13
3. Spiritual Boldness comes from knowing christ.

TIME with Jesus builds your FAITH; which leads to BOLDNESS that produces spiritual RESULTS!

Second week was Boldness Prayers.

What you pray for reflects what you believe about God.

• Pray for boldness.    Now Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to speak your word with great boldness. Acts 4:29
• Pray for miracles.    Stretch out your hand to heal and perform miraculous signs and wonders through the name of your holy servant Jesus." Acts 4:30

Week three was about Bold Speaking.

We speak boldy about what we believe deeply.

• So Saul...moved about freely in Jerusalem, speaking boldy in the name of the Lord. Acts 9:28
• So Paul and Barnabas spent considerable time there, speaking boldly for the Lord...Acts 14:3
• ...And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly. Acts 4:31

Acts 4:16-20

Because I believe so DEEPLY:

• I can't help but speak boldly to myself.      And David was greatly distressed; for the people spoke of stoning him...but David encouraged himself in the Lord his God. 1 Samuel 30:6
• I can't help but encourage you.    But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today...Hebrews 3:13
• I can't help but lovingly correct you.    Wounds from a friend can be trusted, but an enemy multiplies kisses. Provebs 27:6
• I can't help but lead you toward christ.    For we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard. Acts 4:20

Week four was Bold Obedience:

Acts 5:17-20

Bold Obedience:

1. Usually triggers opposition.     They arrested the apostles and put them in the public jail. Acts 5:18
2. Often releases God's miracles.    But during the night an angel of the Lord opened the doors of the jail anf brought them out. Acts 5:19
3. Always requires faith.    "Go, stand in the temple courts," he said, "and tell the people the full message of this new life." Acts 5:20

At daybreak they entered the temple courts, as they had been told, and began to teach the people...Acts 5:21

• Delayed obedience is Disobedience.
• Partial obedience is Disobedience.

"We gave you strict orders not to teach in this name," he said. "Yet you have filled Jerusalem with your teaching and are determined to make us quilty of this man's blood." 29 Peter and the other apostles replied: "We must obey God rather than men!" Acts 5:28-29

Time, Faith, Boldness, and you will for sure get Results!

I pray thee Lord that you give me strength to follow you and put you first with my children......Give me the strength to get through these struggles I am going through, Please dear Lord show me the way I need to go and get me through all my problems and show me I can do it with all my mighty. AMEN!







My 1st experience at Lifechurch.TV

My first experience at Lifechurch.TV was great and amazing it really lifted up my spirits and the girls likes their classes and we have been going every Sunday since we went our first time.

We heard the last of the At The Movies Series and these was the scriptures that stuck with me that I liked:

• God heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. Psalm 147:3
• You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good.....Genesis 50:20
• Don't worry about how to respend or what to say. God will give you the right words at the right time. For it is not you who will be speaking---it will be the spirit of your father speaking through you. Matthew 10:19-20

So yes I decided to recommit myself and dedicate my life into serving the Lord our savior! And just to live a better and happier life and hope and pray that my children will see that seving him they will get and live a better life!



June & July was a tab bit better!

Let's see well Liberty started childcare where I work and she made some new friends and has enjoyed it at times, but she has also gotten a little more attached to momma. She is talking more and saying clearer words more too since she has started at the childcare. She turned 2 in July we just didn't a little family party for her on her bday nothing to big. It was from the Dr. Seuss book "One Fish, Two Fish, Red Fish, Blue Fish". I made all birthday decorations and her birthday shirt she got to take a Ice Cream cone birthday cupcakes to childcare and celebrate her birthday with her new friends. And she got 2 other cakes that mimi made her too. She had a good birthday party. She is my sunshine and the reason I keep going and going.


Let's see Autumn she hasn't gotten to do to much over the summer which I feel sorry for her but hope to make it up to her and we get a place of our own soon. She has gotten to go swimming a couple of times and hope to take her a couple more before schools starts. She is excited about starting 2nd grade in her new school this year. She is my sunshine and the reason I keep going and going.


Well as far as me i'm just working, working and working and taking care of 2 great daughters that I love dearly. Still trying to get this divorce over with and hoping it all goes good on August 9th for court and alson on September 14th on back child support court. Yea it seems alot and stressful but I have been managing good and even been better without the person in my life and the girls.


But I have gotten some things thrown up at me so I wrote a little note to set things straight:
If you don't like what is about to be said in my note then don't read it and especially don't comment! This is my facebook page and I can write on it anything I want. And it's not dirty laundry and it's not drama IT'S THE TRUTH!


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Well I got it thrown up at me that I got left for another woman, but the TRUTH IS AND THE REAL TRUTH! Is that I got tired of being VERBALLY ABUSED and plus tired of seeing and hearing MY DAUGHTER GET VERBALLY ABUSED! And YES I should of done something about it along time ago but I wanted my marriage to work but the truth is he verbally abused his family and the cheating he just added in on it.


All I asked was for him to change his attitude and quit cussing me out and his kids out and he got all made and walked out and abandoned his family and kids and lied and cheated instead of ending the marriage the right way. Yes I made the mistake giving him chances and chances and believing his lies. I listened to him instead of others that our there for me and my girls and always will be too. I regret listening to him back in November and all three of those months. I believed his excuse's when he got caught instead of listening to his mistress on top of it. So know that i'm not listening to his lies or his excuse's or believing anything he says I realize i'm better off without him and I DESERVE ALOT BETTER.


But I can say one thing I did not abandon my kids. I'm taking care of them like a parent should: SUPPORTING THEM FINANCIALLY, GIVING THEM SECURITY AND STABILITY IN THEIR LIFE. I've read and seen where their is several types of abuse you have: Psychological abuse, Sexual abuse, Child neglect, and Physical abuse.


1. Psychological abuse which is emotional abuse and is in the patterns of behavior that impairs emotional development or sense of self-worth. This includes constant criticism, threats, or rejection, as well as withholding love, support, or guidance. Lets see my kids get criticized and rejected and not being loved and isn't getting support or getting any guidance. I have picked up the pieces to make sure my girls don't feel rejected, loved, supported and getting the guidance they need and norturing.


2. Child Neglect which is failure to provide for a child's basic needs. Neglect is: Physical (failure to provide necessary food or shelter, or lack of appropriate supervision), Medical (failure to provide necessary medical or mental health treatment), Educational (failure to educate a child or attend to special education needs), and Emotional (inattention to a child's emotional needs, failure to provide psychological care, or permitting the child to use alcohol or other drugs). I have picked up the pieces of making sure my children have food, shelter and lots of supervision, and they have medical insurance and treatment, and they go to school everyday and to school functions, and I have for sure picked up the pieces of their emotional needs of feeling abandon and I let them know I come back everyday after I get off work and if I do anything in evenings or weekends.


So PLEASE don't throw it up to me I got left for another woman.....READ THE FACTS and if you would like a copy of where I got the information for abuse I will be willing to send you a copy of it.
Thank You for listening, reading and understanding!


SO YES I HAVE MOVED ON AND I HAVE NEVER FELT BETTER FOR THE DECISION I HAVE MADE FOR FILING FOR DIVORCE! I JUST REGRET THAT I LET HIM PLAY ME AND USE ME WHEN I DID EVERYTHING TO MAKE OR MARRIAGE WORK BY BEING THEIR FOR HIM, SUPPORTING HIM FINANCIALLY, AND JUST CARING FOR HIM. So his new woman can support him all they want because i'm not anymore and I DON'T CARE WHAT HE DOES WITH HIS LIFE!


HE JUST NEEDS TO STEP UP AND BE A FATHER THAT WILL SUPPORT HIS KIDS FINANCIALLY, GIVE THEM GUIDANCE, AND SOME SECURITY!




I love my girls dearly and I will fight for them dearly. Can their father say he has done, in my opinion no. Because everytime he calls he cuss's me out still and everything is about him and when I talk to him I always mention the girls it's never about me and what I can't do, BECAUSE I CAN DO ANYTHING I SET MY MIND ACROSS TO DO! And thats what i'm doing too. So yes this is what I am still going through and hopefully it will be over soon. KEEPING FINGERS CROSSED AND PRAYING HARD THAT IT DOES. I'm also hoping to have a apartment for me and girls soon too just waiting for some people to decide to move somewhere else or they get their new place built and opened up!


SO LIFE CAN ONLY GET BETTER FROM HERE!


That's all I have to say today will be back on in a week or two. Oh and also we fouh we all three like to go too and thanks to my new friend Keomi. So going to go to church and get recommitted to the Father that is always their for and keeps my faith going!

June is going to be better than May has been!

Ok HELLO everyone! I'm sure hoping and expecting for June to be better then May, but we will see.

Liberty my youngest started childcare over where I work. She did good the first day and the second day, but the third day she cried and had her melt down. But it will get better for her and she will get the social interaction with kids her own age too.

Autumn my youngest started her summer vacation and she is enjoying sleeping in. She is on me about going swimming at the big swimming pool. We will go several times this summer.

Me my life is work, take care of 2 girls, and try to get out of financial debt and enjoying life with the girls. And trying to get my vehicle fixxed from being in a wreck.

Get back when something exciting happens.

Well new & starting on blogging!

Hello, My name is Michelle i've just become a single mom of 2 beautiful girls just this last year. Between a separation and then started divorce procedures and then trying to recouncile my marriage and found out the person is nothing but a liar and cheater and didn't want his family. So know trying to coupe and get financially situated with being the only income and getting alittle assistance here and their and no support from girls father. We will get through this and keep getting on with our life. I've kept my girls spirits up by letting them know i'm there for them and they our secure and safe.

I'm just getting use to being single again and just doing things with my girls they come first before my needs. We our happy and just getting along as well as we can with the economic the way it is. Everything Happens for a Reason and thats what I keep telling myself. I'm looking forward to my new adventure and life with my 2 beautiful girls.